2.22.2009

being sick SUCKS

im drinking my first cup of coffee in 7 days. and if you know me, that the longest i've gone without having coffee or any caffeinated substance in probably 4 years.

ive been fighting awful cold that paralyzed my head, throat, chest, and all sinus regions since monday and i absolutely hated it. im NEVER sick and ive just been so miserable this week. im so grateful that today im feeling about 90% of myself again.

when i get like this, the hardest thing for me to do is: nothing. and nothing is what ive been doing since monday. my mom had to remind me last night that its okay to do nothing until i started feeling better. for someone who wishes there were more hours in a day, this is really hard to hear. i think the hardest thing for me to take on is what i missed while i was under the influence of dayquil and 100 degree fevers.

with the help of my favorite herbal remedy, and alot of that positive thinking (that i used to have abundance amounts of), i need to pump myself up for getting my shit in gear and back on track for this week.

i really owe 10000000 thanks & kisses to my redlist who has been my right hand man as always, even when i was at my worst. <3

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